Lux decided that with everything going on, he was going to come down and visit on his own decision the weekend before Valentine's Day. He needed to do it on his own, and for his own peace of mind, instead of things exploding and him being asked to rush down by his mom.
Having not seen him since Christmas, I asked if it was possible for us to have some time. We've both had a lot going on, and probably needed the time together to talk and hang out and be present for each other.
Well, we didn't quite get the amount of time we wanted, but I know it helped me a lot. We didn't do anything special, but there were lots of little gestures that reminded me how much he cares, and set a lot of things straight in my head. He also needed to talk about a lot of serious things going on in his own brain, and how messed up he is right now, and some little conflicts in personality we have. I assured him that while yes things we going on, and that we both wanted some different things, it didn't make that bad, but something we just need to be aware of.
We also talked about things like the possibility of Fusion, and other partners and playing with people and such. But mostly, we took care of ourselves, and got in much needed time.
Hopefully it isn't another month and a half before I see him again.
Having not seen him since Christmas, I asked if it was possible for us to have some time. We've both had a lot going on, and probably needed the time together to talk and hang out and be present for each other.
Well, we didn't quite get the amount of time we wanted, but I know it helped me a lot. We didn't do anything special, but there were lots of little gestures that reminded me how much he cares, and set a lot of things straight in my head. He also needed to talk about a lot of serious things going on in his own brain, and how messed up he is right now, and some little conflicts in personality we have. I assured him that while yes things we going on, and that we both wanted some different things, it didn't make that bad, but something we just need to be aware of.
We also talked about things like the possibility of Fusion, and other partners and playing with people and such. But mostly, we took care of ourselves, and got in much needed time.
Hopefully it isn't another month and a half before I see him again.
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