At the end of summer, something happened that changed a lot of things for Kitty. It caused him to be rather upset for a few days while I was there, but also made it so that Pyre had the chance to stay with him a bit longer. The thing was, we didn't know the timeline on that change.
Because it's me, my mind started in on quite a few ideas. Having the chance to take advantage of these change of plans, and create some things that would potentially make the polycule as a whole happy. I didn't tell anyone though, because things were in the air.
Unfortunately, now I won't get to.
That timeline is coming to an end soon, and it's causing a lot of shake up on things. Pyre is a bit of a mess trying to juggle everything going on, and making a plan to get out. And likewise, I now need to be aware that the chances I have to travel down there are probably no longer an option.
And while I know I can get by without these things, and that I don't need time out with people, I also know that it is beneficial for me to have space with others. It's good for me to have time away, and a break from this house that is problematic at the best of times. I miss the people I care about. I miss seeing them, and having touch, and just sharing space.
Maybe more things will change, and there will be more good to come with the end of the year afterall.
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