After I typed up my last post, I sent it to Lux, because it knocked me a bit too off center to type it up. Which he read. At work. While on the phone. Yea, I probably should have realized he would do that. Oh well. He kept himself from tearing up while working, so that's good. I told him that I just needed to keep reminding myself that he isn't anyone else that I've known, or dealt with in the past, and I need to treat it like something new. He brought up that I say the same thing to him, that I am not his past partners, when he is worried about something that has been an issue with others in the past. Hooray insecurities! Yea, that might be a reoccurring theme of this post. The next day he asked if he could come down after work, and invade my bed. As I am not one to say no to the chance to snuggle sexy menfolk all night, I was all for it. I figured he just needed time to clear his head after accepting the job and realizing everything that needed to get don
My life is such an odd and surreal rollercoaster of kink, mischief, body modification and wonderment. Read along, and see the new pages of the journey that is my life, with all the sex, trouble, friends, family, pain, and adventure.