With all the posts on here lately about rape, contact, and sexuality, I thought I'd talk a bit more on the weirdness that has been my evolving sex drive. I forget sometimes how different I am compared to most people, due to my sociopathy, when it comes to basic human emotions and desires. I started probably as far from my current hypersexual self as possible. I didn't see people as attractive in the slightest, and had no physical desires in any way through most of my teens. I mean this to the point where I wanted no physical contact with anyone, and the idea of it made my skin crawl. I viewed sex from a purely scientific standpoint. Heavy contact, and exposure to bodily fluids, with a chance of pregnancy. All of these things turned me off, and so I wanted nothing to do with it. What I did enjoy however, was endorphins. And you know how sometimes the people around you being high on brain juice transfers over to you too? Well, this was the only reason I started fooling
My life is such an odd and surreal rollercoaster of kink, mischief, body modification and wonderment. Read along, and see the new pages of the journey that is my life, with all the sex, trouble, friends, family, pain, and adventure.