Lux came down last weekend so we could have time together before he gets sent off for work again. We hadn't seen each other in almost two months, and we didn't want to add at least another month to that.
Needless to say, he and the pup got along well, and they snuggled a ton. In fact, when he went to leave, Oliver tried to sit on his feet to keep him here. They were adorable.
We had a ton of stuff we wanted to do and talk about and all that. Things to discuss for the year, and start plotting. Of course, we did none of that. We snuggled, and babbled, and took time to just not be doing. Because in a way, that was what we needed.
And I noticed, just how bad my mental space is. I was with someone who brings me so much happiness, and I found very little peace just being there with him. That I'd hit an almost numb state.
Which just means working harder and doing more to break out of it.
Shit to be done. Happiness to make.
Needless to say, he and the pup got along well, and they snuggled a ton. In fact, when he went to leave, Oliver tried to sit on his feet to keep him here. They were adorable.
We had a ton of stuff we wanted to do and talk about and all that. Things to discuss for the year, and start plotting. Of course, we did none of that. We snuggled, and babbled, and took time to just not be doing. Because in a way, that was what we needed.
And I noticed, just how bad my mental space is. I was with someone who brings me so much happiness, and I found very little peace just being there with him. That I'd hit an almost numb state.
Which just means working harder and doing more to break out of it.
Shit to be done. Happiness to make.
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