It was only for a night, but over the weekend of Valentine's, Lux was able to visit. Squishy was away with the gnome, so I was able to just enjoy time with him for a day. And while these visits are short, and we're limited in what we can do, having him around again after so long in between makes me happy.
After so long without sex, our bodies weren't at all used to the amount that we enjoy, but it didn't stop us, and at least on my end, it helped tremendously. I don't need sex as a form of self affirmation, but I do gain some level of mental reset from it, and it helps me relax a bit in knowing how Lux is doing as well. In many ways, it's a way of checking in with each other, which we don't often get to just sit and do with how life gets in the way.
We talked on and off about our plans for the year. Lux changing jobs is going to do him a lot of good, and be very beneficial for him in the coming year, but he has some things he's going to need to do, which will be hard for him again. The idea got thrown around to do some things we've talked about for years, but had too many events to juggle and things happening to manage. Hopefully this year we can take advantage of there being a bit more safety, but also less larger things getting in the way as massive events aren't going to be safe until next year still as far as we're concerned.
It may not have come with the start of the year, but this is making me feel better about the coming months.
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