There's a lot of toxicity in my family. A lot of inconsistencies, untruths, broken promises, and negativity. It creates a shattering amount of stress, and is terrible for me in every way. I enjoy being submissive because I enjoy taking care of partners. I love the comfort that comes with putting myself in someone else's hands, and having someone to give me the drive to grow, and make them proud of who they have. But I absolutely can't have what I do at home. I need to know I should constantly be working to please my domlyperson. If I feel like I'll be ignored, or shit on no matter what I do, I'll do whatever I want, because there's no reason for me to be unhappy and get nothing out of it. I need positive reinforcement to counteract how I'm constantly told negative things. While I don't need a lot, that stern, but positive manner is absolutely vital. It centers me, keeps me obedient (well... mostly), and does all manner of good for me. Things
My life is such an odd and surreal rollercoaster of kink, mischief, body modification and wonderment. Read along, and see the new pages of the journey that is my life, with all the sex, trouble, friends, family, pain, and adventure.