Both of my last two relationships were incredibly emotionally, and at times somewhat physically abusive. To be honest, it's something I've dealt with my entire life, and currently as well from my parents, but I'm focusing more on those last two relationships in this case. And while a lot of it had a shitty effect on me, it's also helped me become a better partner I think. I know the effects it has, and I don't want people to ever feel that way. Fortunately, or unfortunately, I feel like you can't really be conscious of it all unless you've been through it. Things like balancing partners, and making them both feel cared about, even though it's something I've pretty much gotten used to, is something I still worry about and make sure I manage. I know how it feels to be tossed aside just for the prospect of something new and shiny, or because someone has decided to stop giving a shit. I hate the idea of ever doing that to a partner, and if I ever
My life is such an odd and surreal rollercoaster of kink, mischief, body modification and wonderment. Read along, and see the new pages of the journey that is my life, with all the sex, trouble, friends, family, pain, and adventure.