With Lux and Kitty both being busy, I really haven't had much time with them. I haven't seen either one of them in months, and only now have been managing to find time to talk to Kitty on the phone because he's at home getting things finished up for the move. However, they've both been so busy during the day that I'm barely able to talk to them. It definitely has an impact on me. I'm trying to be supportive and helpful, and stay present and consistent. While that might not be helping them much, I think it does help, and sometimes I get time where they are responsive in return. However, the lack of time with them, even if things are relatively calm here right now makes me feel like I need some sort of presence. These lengths of time away make me want simple affection even more than I want the sex, and more than anything, I crave just having time with them. Those silly and simple moments that don't really involve anything other than time together.
My life is such an odd and surreal rollercoaster of kink, mischief, body modification and wonderment. Read along, and see the new pages of the journey that is my life, with all the sex, trouble, friends, family, pain, and adventure.