For the last few months, I've noticed things all over the internet talking about dysphoria in regards to being transgender. Statements saying that you have to have dysphoria in order to be trans, or saying that this concept equates being trans to requiring some form of suffering. And it's something I consider a lot. I'm definitely further from cisgender the more I explore the concept, but I find that my body dysmorphia is very different from a feeling of dysphoria. My dysmorphia is me viewing my body differently than it actually is, and my brain hating what it turns that image into. It's not a case where my body feels like it's the wrong one. I don't have any issue with having breasts, or hips, or a vagina. In fact, after many years, I've learned to actually like the fact that I have a very naturally curvy shape. My body for me isn't something that defines my gender, as much as it does for many people. What is an issue for me though is how to
My life is such an odd and surreal rollercoaster of kink, mischief, body modification and wonderment. Read along, and see the new pages of the journey that is my life, with all the sex, trouble, friends, family, pain, and adventure.