I have no problem at this point saying that Thrax was abusive, neglectful, and an all around asshat. He would constantly tell me how he wanted to play with, and fuck other girls, then tell me I wanted too much sex and play. And by too much, it meant any at all. We almost completely stopped playing once we were actually dating, and even though I would ask, and express interest, without it being constant, he would constantly make excuses, and tell me I was being irritating. Every so often to shut me up, he would throw my cuffs on me, and do something outside of out broken record of sex, which usually just meant me bending over the bed instead of being on top. Needless to say, this had me feeling more undesirable than usual, neglected, and lonely. I felt like shit in regards to how he wanted to play with everyone else but me. I mentioned last week about how Lux has had trouble kicking himself in the ass enough to quit hiding from play. It'd been a really long time since we'
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