One day last week was particularly draining for me, though it had a lot of good come from it. Lux and I wound up talking through a bunch of stuff, and at the same time, I was feeling very frustrated with Kitty. Over the summer, there were countless times when we'd planned to talk, and I'd sat waiting to hear from him, or even though I would send him regular messages trying to keep up communication, I had only got a small scattering of responses, usually with no actual information about his goings on. It had me feeling such a mix of bad things. I felt ignored, and like he was taking advantage of how loyal he knows I am. I felt like he was just leaving me aside as he tried to balance his other partners, that I could simply be dropped while he tended to them. It felt like even after I spoke up from my visit, I was just hearing less and less from him. Like he was leaving again, but more slowly this time. I had planned to bring it up to him after camp. He had enough on h
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