Last Fusion post for a couple weeks. I think. I can't actually promise that. Anyway. While making some plans to play with people at Fusion, one of the things that I noticed was that the majority of my friends tend to be top leaning. This means, that when they either ask me to play, or I approach them, most of those people are asking me to bottom. And, I found this a little disappointing. Every time I was asked to be a stationary bottom for a scene, it just made me wish I had more opportunity to top. It reminded me how much I enjoy being a sadist, and that I wanted more chances to play with that. Mind you, I do get a ton of enjoyment from the play I have with Lux, or even with Kitty on the chance that it happens. I have no problem being a bottom during that play, because that's the dynamic we've built, and what I enjoy from it. But with other people, in situations I haven't built yet, I want more opportunities to be actively topping in scenes. I've
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