I had almost a week without Squishy home before the invasion. I got through the weekend taking time for myself, and then Monday hit. Only a few days before leaving, and as my mind was settling from not having to constantly worry about everything with Squishy, it started confronting everything else. Which meant all of the anxiety ever during the day. My mind was confronting the idea of breaking lockdown, and being around people again, and likewise, possibly making contact with people again. After so long avoiding people, and worried about the involved with seeing anyone, as well as everyone pushing for no large gatherings for safety, was I ready to break that? Would Kitty feel safe hugging me? My mind was spinning from not knowing, and it wasn't doing me any good to just stay quiet. I went to talk to Pyre to get an idea from her about what he would do, and she told me that I needed to leave it to him, but she felt safe making contact with me. She also suggested talking to
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